So Vulnerable

I'm sure everyone has experienced this kind of situation -- you walked into a shop and immediately felt uncomfortable. You felt out of place and you just wanted to get out of the shop as soon as possible.

Well, that's how I feel at the moment.

Whether I'm walking the street or on the bus/train, the uncomfortable feeling hits me all the time. I feel like I don't belong here. I feel like I can't get along with the people here. As shocked as I was to my own reaction, I really do feel like puching their faces.

I started wondering whether have I made the right decision at the beginning.

I started wanting to escape.

I want to go back to my back-then comfort zone.

I wonder how many people out there are like me -- wishing to take a leap in their lifes but are afraid of taking risks and dealing with uncomfortable feelings due to the change, so ending up back to their old selves?

Little Lulu," Oh no, jumping off the mountain is too dangerous and out of my comfort zone!"